Psalm 139: 15-16
Our Great God wrote each of our stories from beginning to end. So I find great comfort in knowing He's in all the in between with me. Well, long learning lesson, but I know that for a fact now.
If only I knew then what I know now, I wouldn't have fought Him so much. I would have joined Him in the fight!! I didn't know I wasn't fighting Him, I was being tormented by the enemy, Ephesians 6: 12. What he was trying to rip me apart with in my journey here, God was using it to perfect my faith.
Absolutely love this verse! It has a whole new Spiritual eye opener meaning to me now... Hebrews 12: 2, " Looking unto Jesus the Author and finisher of our faith".... You see, He's using the places we keep questioning, WHY God?... to draw us into a deeper intimate relationship with Him. He's writing our story. Will you let Him use your life to help encourage others what He's bringing you through?
There is no easy way to explain the Sovereignty or providence of God. You have to experience Him. Ask Him questions about the things going on in your life that are causing you to doubt His existence, or that He even cares. But you have to seek Him daily in His word. That is where He speaks to your heart. Get your thoughts out of it! If you choose not to, I guess you understand your life and purpose here.
I find so much peace in knowing my story is written out from beginning to end by the Creator of me, and this great universe. Philippians 2: 8, Then He humbled Himself and came here as a man to teach me how to live out my story.
Another well known verse, Philippians 4: 6-9.... It's words like, "Don't worry about anything"...and... "thank Him for all He has done".... I've heard many say, including myself, "I can't help but worry! I pray and nothing is changing."----- Oh but when you continue to press on, you realize He is with you and changing you. He's with you in the lonely nights, the losing fight, your deep regret, when the healing hasn't happened yet, in your desert place, when you can't see His face. He sees our pain, and it breaks His heart.
Try not to grasp things with human wisdom. Fix your eyes, AND YOUR THOUGHTS, on the "ONE" Who has already written your story. James 4: 8, You will find Him in it, if you continue to draw near to Him. You will thank Him everyday, just to know He is with you.
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