Some of us need to be hit on the head, over and
over again by God’s Spiritual 2 by 4, before it does it’s work in our
hearts and soul. (Selah)
Has His
love wakened your heart and soul to life yet? God’s love for us is
unrestrained, energetic, full of activity, all of which are different definitions of Fury.
Hebrews 4:12,
“For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than a double-edged
sword, it penetrates even to the dividing soul... it judges the thoughts,
and attitudes of the heart.” The
Word of God is meant to wake us to true life. Are we living for God, or
for our own selfish desires? A divided soul is not God's desire. His word
is alive and active, and means to me, that I am either going to
continue to live as I choose or, let His word penetrate my selfish flesh
desires, and completely surrender my ways to His will in my life.
Nothing can separate us from the love of God, "neither death nor life... angels nor demons... present or future..." (Romans 8:38-39). Nothing in all of creation can keep us from Jesus Christ.
Are you convinced yet, by all that is going in your
life? God is trying to waken hearts to life. He wants our
attention, and desires a relationship with us. I didn't realize this at a
time in my life, so I use to blame God, and question God, about a lot
of things I just couldn't understand. All the evil; the storms that
devastated families, babies abused, innocent God loving people dying at
someone else’s evil choice, the list went on and on.
I knew God was
big enough to handle all my questions, and He understood me. I loved Him
regardless of all my unanswered questions. I never questioned His
existence, and I always knew there was a reason for the pain in this
world. Knowing, and believing that Jesus didn't deserve to die for any
of us, and yet He willingly laid down His life for us, “while we were yet
sinners” made me search His word for why He had this kind of love for
mankind. Jesus never said He came down to carry out his will, "But the will of Him who sent me." (John 6:38). He didn't want to lose any of us, but will raise us up on the
last day.
That’s when I realized this wasn't the ending, and certainly isn't home. In Matthew 11:29, Jesus tells us "learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart." So my prayer, Psalm 51:17,
“My sacrifice, O God, is a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart.”
My divided soul then became one with Christ, and I have never been the
same since.
Spending time with
Jesus has taught me so much, and I want to have this gentle and humble
heart for people who are lost and in such need of the Savior I've come
to know.
“His love is fierce, his love is strong, it is furious... His love is sweet, His love is wild, and it woke my heart to life!"
Kim
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