The last time this dear friend of mine wrote me her personal experience with God, I put it in a past blog titled, "When love sees you" by Mac Powell.
Well here is another one I feel might be able to help others, including me, when our faith weakens and yet God always comes through.
I love ya sister girl!!!
Hi Kimmy,
You had asked me to write a devotional based on our conversation back in November and it took me a long time but I think I can finally put pen to paper and put my thoughts down.
In early November I was going through some issues at work and turned on my Sirius radio 80s station during lunch, when Stryper's "Honestly" started playing. At first I was just listening to the lyrics and thought it was a really pretty message, when ever I call on God he comes through for me, in ways I can not describe. When I got back to my desk I googled the lyrics and come to find out that Stryper is a Christian Rock band. The message I thought was so pretty was exactly what I was thinking. This (in my opinion) was a message just for me to "call on me (God) and I will be there for you".
I know I am not always strong in faith, and I almost feel bad asking for things during my prayers when I know that I have not been 100% in my faith. I sometimes feel bad questioning why are things happening to me, when deep down I know that as soon as I leave it in his hands, he comes through. I need to stop trying to control the situation and just know that the same way I believe in Him, HE BELIEVES IN ME, He knows He is ALWAYS in my heart.
I now know that He closed that door for me in November because He knew that I was not ready for His plan just yet. It took 4 more months of trail and tribulations for Him to humble me in my ways and open my eyes to appreciate the great opportunity that He has presented to me. I may have thought back in November that the opportunity was right for me, but now that this new door has opened is the best match for me. Its closer to home, more income, and doing something that I absolutely love.
I attached a youtube video of the song
Love you and miss you my sister in faith
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